December 2011
expectations
but this is their face in reality
- Dude [into cellphone]: I'M GOING TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING JAW THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU. DO YOU HEAR ME? YOUR FUCKING JAW. I'M GONNA BREAK-- hold on, give me a second. There's a woman walking by.
Textbooks are fucking expensive, and if your professor doesn’t require a physical copy (most don’t - they just want you to have the book at hand. Or maybe even not. Some professors literally give no fucks about whether you have the book or not) and you don’t mind having your copy as an electronic copy - this is the post for you!
Most textbook companies put out new editions every year or so even though there isn’t really that much new information. Sometimes they’ll eliminate questions if it’s something like a math or chemistry book or they’ll add in a few sentences about updated legislation (the professor I work for teaches human sexuality, and the newest edition of the book she uses included the 2009 decision to allow same-sex couples have hospital visitation rights). These new editions are pointless and only created to make the textbook company money and to cut down on students selling to each other. You’re going to ignore that. We love older editions. Make sure when you’re searching on the following sites that you don’t include the edition number to give you more search results. If one with your edition comes up - great! If not, you can usually stick to something one to three editions behind without any major changes.
Sites you should be searching:
- FilesTube - FilesTube searches THE ENTIRE INTERNET for files uploaded to file-sharing websites such as MegaUpload, Mediafire, or WuUpload. Sometimes people will upload pdf files of your textbook. This is always an important first search.
- Google Books - You usually won’t find your textbook on Google Books, but it’s always worth a look. Sometimes pages are missing because it’s only a preview of the book, but again - always worth a look.
- Scribd - People upload documents to Scribd and by becoming a member (free!) or connecting through Facebook (if you’re lazy!), you can download whatever files you may find. This sometimes includes textbooks.
- BookBoon - website specifically for finding pdf versions of textbooks
- Curriki - free open source materials
- Flat World Knowledge - free business, humanities, and science textbooks
- California Learning Resource Network
- Open Culture
- Community College Consortium for Open Educational Resources
- TorrentScan - textbooks are also uploaded to torrent sites in some cases - you may as well check.
- If push comes to shove, you can try variations of googling “textbook name torrent” or “textbook name download” or “textbook name download free.” Sometimes things pop up and I never would have known about them.
- LibraryPirate is a torrent search site specifically for textbooks. (Added 10 October 2011)
- AMAZING Reddit post (Added 2 November 2011)
- JenkThat - I haven’t tried this out yet, but I’ve heard good things from others. It’s also a good place to find other ebooks that aren’t textbooks. (Added 29 December 2011)
I’ve found all 8 of my textbooks for this term (19 credit hours, six classes) through one of the methods above. I’m not even going to look at retail prices, but checking BigWords.com (which, if you want to buy your books/can’t find them anywhere with one of the previous methods, will give you the cheapest price on the internet), I saved $497.87 by doing this. It takes time, but it’s definitely worth almost $500 worth of time. If you know of more ways to find free textbooks - please let me know!
Too bad I just ordered all of my books for the term…
Dragon Boy (music box version) | Joe Hisaishi
- people: are you mad/sad or something?
- me: this is just my face
Celebrated my birthday with the only person I gave my all to.
Got accepted to colleges, chose to go to Brooklyn College, received a scholarship.
Became confident as a handball singles player, learned the value of practice.
Went to Ocean City, Maryland, found the impact of teamwork.
Baked a birthday cake for Coach.
Relaxed for the remainder of high school, hung out with friends, went to prom with my lovely and favorite hoe, Regina <3.
Took my first sip of alcohol on the beach, hung out with my lovers before they went to college, forbade myself from talking to him.
Wished him a happy birthday, went to Greensboro, North Carolina, saw my potential, started school.
Met new friends at school, opened up more towards guys, spoke to old friends, realized I really would want to be a veterinarian instead of doctor.
Thought of him, almost broke the rule, thought he missed me too, could’ve been five years..
Went to Boston, Massachusetts, saw how easy things could be, tried to be more open but hesitated, spent Thanksgiving break with lovebugs.
Caught up with more old friends, finished first semester of college in one piece, saw my lovebugs again, work my tail off, got a new phone.
This love thing’s got me twisted. Let’s throw away our morals and tell each other what’s deep inside. No more hiding or lying. Let’s not care what others think.









