December 12, 2010
It’s been approximately 10 months since I posted something up..
The word “nothing” could never amount to how or what I feel. The clarity in our relationship is gone. I don’t mean that we had a girlfriend-boyfriend kind, but our connection in general. We have made ourselves into the “nothings” of each others’ lives. What I can’t see is what you know, but what I know is what you don’t see. Together, nothing has come from this, despite the fact that I put everything to it. I can no longer describe this nothingness inside of me.